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Name: Marki Location: California, United States Birthday: 10/7/1988 Gender: Female
Interests: Basketball, Softball, Dancing,Girls, Music...Girls..guyss(from time to time) Expertise: PIMPEN (RIOTE), Oh you know, causing fights, rolling with my 20 gangs, causing drama, pimpin out angeL because she loves my coochie cuz shes a lesbian ..shes down for the vagina Occupation: Student Industry: Entertainment
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Member Since:
12/11/2003
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| Arg, i'm so tired and sore it's like a weird feeling since it's the middle of the season, and I never have been so sore. My shoulder is killing me. At our game today VS. Prospect, it was so hot! We lost though, 28-6, something like that. They are damn good hitters! No one's fault really, i'd rather lose like that, than on errors. I went 0-3 GHEY!!! I hit one to right field, and right fielder dropped it, (DURRRRRRRRR!!!). I've been so tired with testing too, god I hat ethe schedule's not really just kidding!. I have been missing hell of 5th and 6th this week it's not even funny!.
So, love life...RIGHT!!! I hell of wish!...I sort of got a crush on someone, and OMG you will never have thought..it's a guy! ah. I can't say names because alot fo big mouth's read my Xanga. so yeah. But other than that i've been happy not having to trip off anyone. So in a way it's good being single, but then sometime's it get's lonely but I have my softball team! I love them all!
we had so much fun on the bus, elena and her "My Salsa.. MY BAND!"..haha chuntara's.! Oh yeah, Mr Diaz. took us all to Jamba Juice so yeah that was fun! sunday i'm going to the A's game too, so..if anyone want's to go then go.
I'm alll allergy like an my eyes are heavy so goodnight! | | |
| spell your first name backwards –IKRAM are you a lesbian –I'm deeply considering it four words that sum you up – Funny, Determined, skilled lyricists, romantic DESCRIBE YOUR: coffee cup –The Oreo one i suppose shoes –Payless Shaq ..pimpeeenn! handbag –WHAT?! favorite shirt –my red man polo or Penninsula Champion football shirt cologne/Perfume- Cool Water and Curve im all out! cd in stereo right now – TLC-CrazySexyCool piercings –1 or 2..my ears i want my tongue!! what you are wearing now –slider,softball socks, pe shorts and my tshirt hair – eh, its up...i need to cut it! makeup – None WHAT WAS/IS/ARE: in my mouth – Mexican BREAD!!! in my head – oh dear jesus...uhm..hehe!! sex!! wishing –i had a successful love life that exsisted person you wish you could see right now – Ashley and Adrie (they count as one now!!) something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month – Softball Games 2nd Round! the last thing you ate –chicken..oh no uhm..mexican bread! something that you are deathly afraid of – beign alone, and not having my house that i dream of!! do you like candles –YES, the scented ones only do you like the taste of blood – ..uhm..from time to time O_o  do you believe in love – Yes just listen to the rhythm of my heart hahaha!!1 uhm!! sometimes! do you believe in love at first sight –well..hell no what do you want done with your body when you die –uhm send it to the morgue! who is your worst enemy – enemies...HA! if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be –a dinosaur! or..a .. Lion! what is the latest you've ever stayed up –till 8 AM ..the next morning ever been to Belgium –No? can you eat with chopsticks –Hha yes, basketball banquet i hella learned what's your favorite coin –NEw quarters what are five cities you wouldn't mind relocating to –Tahoe, Houston, Raleigh, New york, and uhm oakland haha right uhm..Reno! what's something that you wish people would understand –Gay people have feeling's too what's something you wish you could understand better – My sexuality! anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time –my grandpa and... Yolanda! fucking crackhead bitch! | | |
| It's over. That glorious thought of Spring Break, is over. Oh how I loathe school, well actually the acedemic part, hanging out with my friend's, and softball are the best part's. How I miss practicing. Arg, and how I miss having something to do PERIOD! I did nothing today, and I actually slept until about 11:30 or 12, but it was also because I was up until 3:30 or 4 A.M., so...yeah. Was talking to Paul about him and my father's fight's and adventure's growing up. I see where I get all my psycho antic's from.
It's funny, I always feel like writing, and so many thing's are on my mind, and I have so much thing's to say...but...when I actually get here and start typing I wan't to stop as quickly as possible. Does that happen to anyone else? Arg...
So, I took a vow...to myself, that I would make good choices, do homework, school work and everything else in between. Basically make my life more care-free in a way, more..productive?. I just want to not be depressed anymore, I don't think a minute or so of fun is worth the pain I feel day to day. slowly, but surely, i'm going to be changing, maybe some people will notice, maybe not. It doesn't bother me, i'm just trying to get through life, as hassle-free as I can. I just want to be able to get a proper job, with good pay so I can have the little dream house/apartment i'm always fantisizing about. I wan't to be able to buy thing's that I want, when I want...or to be able to have money to spend and not rely on other people. That's all I want really...I noticed that I love magazine's on designing a room, and show's like Queer Eye and other home designing show's fascinate me...Martha Stuart is a God!, not because of her Stock Market blunder, but all her idea's. Wow, I want to be a mom now too, and raise my kid's in a good neighborhood, always being there, going to the park, playing catch, teaching them how to read. I pray to god that I will be able to do that, oh how I pray..
So, school is tomorrow and it's currently 8:40 PM, and I have laundry to finish, so I think i'll be heading out, getting thing's that I need to get done, done.
Goodnight, and Sweet Dream's all of you out there in whatever world or fantasy you currently enraptured in.
Marki- | | |
| So i'm sitting here, bored, feeling that motion sickness type of sickness again with a headache and everything. I think it's my allergies, like my sinuses, or so Robert says. It's been so boring, no one even understand's, did NOTHING this whole week...went to the school today. Bad kid's these day's, I swear my brother wa about to kick some kid's ass, but that's a differen't story. I was talking on the phone to Amanda too, her and Louie haha. So yeah...
I talked to Elena today (finally), hella miss her and it's been what..8 days?..LOL...we are dork's and she know's this mmaaynn! Yeah we have a very stange connection..like...we think about each other alot..and we sense it woot! scary huh?. ANYWAYS!
This break ended to early, I mean quick I guess. But in a way i'm happy, because...something to take most of my boredom away, but then again, back to grueling schedule's, and that bitchy math teacher of mine *GAG*. But also, there is softball, ahh how I miss it so. I love it, yall don't even understand! So ..well.
I'm tired, hungry, etc. etc. so i'll gets ta goin' yall ...
Goodnight & Wet Dreams

-Marki | | |
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